*it's hurt*

in beginning of January 2011,

WAHA...!!

i got really awsome story..,

huuhuhu..,

really happy at the beloved kem..

KEM RIMBA TAQWA in memory..

got lots of stories..,

and also.,

lots of sweet and sweat friends.!

huhu

okay2..

enough2..

enough talking about PLKN..

haha.,

okay now,

comes to MARCH..,

big month.?

ha....,

maybe.

big days.?

YES

YES 

YES

+SPM RESULT 2010+

23rd march..,

i'm really anxious..

nervous..

and also

urghhh...

can't be describe...

and at last,

waaahaaaa..,
really sad...,

that day was a very dull day...,
i've promised to myself..,

zahirahh...,please...,
DON'T EVER DROP YOUR TEARS

yes, you must  not CRY..!!

but, people always say that.,
we can just planning everything perfectly.,
but Allah knows everything..,
He really has His own great plan for us.,

yeaa.., i got that wordss.,

my spm result is not that good.,
 the most big thing for me,
the chances.,
just flying away..,

sad
cry
urgghhh....,

for 3 days after that dull day,

can't stop crying.,
especially during solat,
in prayerr.,

  

.that's me.,
i'm just a girl,
same like others,
 this is our weakness...,


act, i'm not someone that really hard to accept the facts,
when it comes like this.,
huaaa


i'm not that tough.,
i'm not that strong,
i can't let myself be in calm...,

at IBNU SINA HALL

my friends keep asking me,


" zahirah,ko bper A.? straight kn.?? "


fuhhhh...,
really sad..,

before spm..


i'm the one who really obsessed about study.,
i'm really doing my best for my spm,
for my future.,


i don't care about them,
they're all sleeping...,
but me,
no,
i must not sleep,
yeaa.,
keep studying..,
day and night..


still studying..,
waaaa.,
at last i got fever.,
i felt really tired all over body..,

 i really HATE fever.,
hate
hate
hate


urghhh.,


but i'm still got my incomplete mission,
my spm..,
yaa., i must perform my really best..,

keep studyingg..,

but now,
i improve myself in Islam..,
i get to know the Creator...,
yaa.,
i know.,
that's the best way.,
to create enough strength..,

i know He got really great plan for me..,
He knows everything..,


and now..,


AKU REDHA~